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I'm just a girl | I lived for 23 years | I got a lot of living to do before I die and I ain't got time to waste | really got nothing much to say | I live in Bulgaria but I mostly live in my head

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

My Skin So Soft

current book: Борис Виан - Планктон

curent music: мноооого Archive - Waste, Waste, WASTE, Fuck U, Love Song etc.; I Am Kloot

current mood:

current mood:

i hate when people are indirect to me, at least about

serious

things, because i am not arrogant enough to ever believe that i truly "get it"....and so then i just have no idea what they are

really

talking about...

i like the way that directness makes me feel more secure and safe and stuff. my last boyfriend was never ever direct about his feelings (probably because he was scared?) and all it did was make me feel crazy and unliked and and that other stuff...even though, supposedly, i was loved, and liked, and all that other stuff. it rubbed off on me and made me afraid to be direct with my feelings...it sucks, i don't want to HAVE TO be that way....

so i wanna say "I love you" to V., M., and J.

and in future please please be direct with me no matter what.

3:36 pm

| Julia |

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Comments:

i really enjoy your stuff; i was waiting for you to put something new here for such a long time; i was waiting for your brief and striking pieces of serenity, of almost hyperreal experience of life with all it's rudeness or softness; and all i wanna say is thanks and keep it up that way cos you really manage to put emotions in your writings more than you imagine...

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